Constant bullying.

I have kept this 15 yrs. I kept it so long. I just don't know who to turn too or who to talk to left so i guess i will try posting on the forum. . 22 yrs of my life, I don't know what i did that ever ofended anyone. People picked on me, called me names, and sometimes physically abuse me. Yet this people are my so called friends. I need them. Without them, I feel so isolated, so alone....I really do not know what to do now. I feel like ending my life but yet I am such a coward. I am sick of my life. Infact, this 2 yrs, I have been living my life as a zombie. Well thats all I have got to say.

i was bullyed a bit at school, usually by a few in a crowd, theres only so much shit one person can take, it takes alot to wind me up but eventually i totally lost my temper, but they underestimated me they bullied me coz they thought i was weak, im not physically strong but im mentally strong, what they didnt realise was i didnt care if i lived so why would i care if they lived, its the quiet ones u have gotta watch coz they take it and take it and then they flip, im not sayin u should really hurt them obviously lol im saying show them your not scared, my school counceler used to tell me, a bully gains false respect, then when the bully realises its false respect, his conscience kicks in and weres his friends

you gotta take action... suggest you do sum gym & self defense techniques.. itll boost your confidence knowing anyone who trys 2 mess with you can be dealt with if things get dicey...

ive been bullied myself as bad as you situation; i still feel terrorised by people who bully but i try my best to keep cool & face 'em... & trust me bullies get scared like w****s when they sense that they gonna get some spanking... u beat a bully you ruin his life like crazy!!!

Honda, given that he depends upon those bullies for company, then how can he even contemplate fighting back? SadRabbit, obviously you need new and better friends, which of course is far easier said than done. Shall we go into your situation in any greater detail?