you are alone

[incomprehensible]

im so fuckin sick of this, shitting myself when any1 comes near 2 me, driving me mad, councellers so blazee"oh you've just gotta change youre thinking patterns". I HAVE NO FUCKING CONTROL!!!!! WHY AM I SO FUCKIN FUCKING SCARED OF PEOPLE. ICANT TAKE IT. i feel like a piece of butchered meat

 

[incomprehensible]

who gives a fuck, yeah dont even post!

 

[Livingwithoutlivin]

I feel the same way. It's like somebody put a curse on me and I'm not sure I can go back to being the normal person I was before, cause that person didn't understand what the hell anxiety was, she thought this was just something made up from people exaggerating, but it's not. To go back would mean to not understand what this crazy thing is. I hope somebody will tell me the answer to getting out of this , cause I want to live a great life, and I want to talk to people and look up with ease, and not be afraid and flinch.