Sikwitit
Member
Uhhh yea Drugs r bad?
Anyway let's start over im 23 years old ive had SA since i was 16 an i dont know....things have just gone up an down between those numbers. I mean i turned 18 an i changed things around i became more outgoing had my first g/f lost my virginity basically thought i was the man
Then i dont know what happen it all came crashing down an im back wher i started, the guy that never talks an has all his conversation's in his head with himself how weird is that?
So yea i was at work an people keep wanting me to say something, what do i say? I mean i dont know you that well, we dont have anything in common.
An it suck's cause im 6'3 tall dark an handsome so you know everybody notices me even though i would like to be invisible. How do i explain to them that no im not shallow i dont think im better then you, it really sucks you know that girl that everybody want's but cant have?
Yea well i had that girl...one day i just said screw it an went an talked to her i felt so comfortable with her i could just tell her anything we would talk for hours
Go for walks hugs/kisses it was great that's the guy i wanna be the calm,confident,cocky/funny, the person everybody likes an wants to be around that guy is stuck inside me, an i dont know how to get him out without drugs,alchohol, or just lots of 1 on 1 time with the person.
WTH is wrong with us man why does it gotta be this way, i wanna have friends, i wanna go out, i wanna speak my mind, i wanna say whatever when ever but i cant....
Anyway let's start over im 23 years old ive had SA since i was 16 an i dont know....things have just gone up an down between those numbers. I mean i turned 18 an i changed things around i became more outgoing had my first g/f lost my virginity basically thought i was the man
Then i dont know what happen it all came crashing down an im back wher i started, the guy that never talks an has all his conversation's in his head with himself how weird is that?
So yea i was at work an people keep wanting me to say something, what do i say? I mean i dont know you that well, we dont have anything in common.
An it suck's cause im 6'3 tall dark an handsome so you know everybody notices me even though i would like to be invisible. How do i explain to them that no im not shallow i dont think im better then you, it really sucks you know that girl that everybody want's but cant have?
Yea well i had that girl...one day i just said screw it an went an talked to her i felt so comfortable with her i could just tell her anything we would talk for hours
Go for walks hugs/kisses it was great that's the guy i wanna be the calm,confident,cocky/funny, the person everybody likes an wants to be around that guy is stuck inside me, an i dont know how to get him out without drugs,alchohol, or just lots of 1 on 1 time with the person.
WTH is wrong with us man why does it gotta be this way, i wanna have friends, i wanna go out, i wanna speak my mind, i wanna say whatever when ever but i cant....
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