RET
Well people don't percieve events neutral, we calculate (i hope it's the right word for it) events. This proces of thinking goes automatic, without knowing it.
So you can think irrational (thouths that makes us unhappy) and you can think rational (thoughts that can make you happy).
Or in other words you can think negative or positive. People with SA have most of the time in social situations negative thoughts.
What I'm learning is to turn my negative thoughts into positive thoughts. Or maybe better, rational thoughts.
I think it's very good to figure it out for yourself, that's what I also do all the time. Going to a psychologist is that she (or he) is asking me questions and I give answere's on that. It is like: 'what is your problem', 'well, in certain situations I feel uncomfortable, and I become an other person, I want to feel free and be myself'. And than she askes in what kind of situations. etc. And she askes me what is the best to do about it. Actually she is for me just a guideline. She told me what RET and social phobia is. Everytime from now on, I come there, she askes me what went allright and what didn't. And together we try to solve the problems.
I would never let someone else answere my questions, I will always aswere them myself.
And finally, RET is a very slow process. It's goes step by step. I already see some progress in the good direction. I think that in the end it will have it's reward. 'Cause why can I be myself with some persons, and with others I can't (or in groups), that's kindah strange isn't it?
People chance, people can chance.
Love, BB
ps. again apologise for my bad english, and i hope you all can take something good out of it. and thanx for responding!