where i am

[UnofficiallyMe]

i am losing my emotions
one by one they are dropping
i fear i shall lose all connections

everything i touch
turns to sh$t
and now i am alone
surrounded

whats wrong with me
why do i push them away
with love and friendship

this is all i have to say
as i fall apart
by the side of the world
unnoticed and forlorn

someone by my friend, here in real life.