What is wrong with me?

[enigma999]

Ever since I can remember I have had this confused sort of feeling in my head. It feels like a blockage. This causes me to not be able to think clearly and i find it impossible to be comfortable in other people's company because of this constant abnormality in my brain. I find it difficult to think clearly. Its like I'm being attacked in my mind. When i see people i know i freeze up and don't know what to say. I feel like my personality has been "caged" up and I need to break out to be able to have a normal life. Anyone else have this problem or know of a cure?

 

[groove88]

hello mate, yeh what your on about there sounds like "brain fog" i get this. Inability to think straight/clearly, tired etc.

Type it in google, there's a lot of information about it. I beleive anyone with SA needs to make sure their health is check first

 

[den1]

Yeah man. If you do some research into SA/SP it will help(well it did for me) because you realise that these are all symptoms of a condition many people suffer from. I get that and its because you find it hard to consentrate on thinngs that are happening around you because all your focus is on yourself.

Its not that you consciously do this its just a habit and I know how powerful that feeling is and its hard to get out of.


@grooves, I tried adding you on myspace mate but wont let me coz I have a band myspace because I have my own beats up there?

 

[Tryin]

Welcome to the club. Nothing too severe for me, but I use to have a brainfogged day (or week. or a fortnight.) every once in a while. You might like to read some about depersonalization (just google it) , I find it quite similar, maybe it will help you formulate what it really is that you experience. And like somebody on this site already said, part of this problem is overthinking. So try not to worry too much and don't obsess about it (well, this would be a big deal and it currently is pretty much an issue for little Sue).

So, take care. (An remember, you are so not alone. :wink: )

 

[TAMPA-BAY]

What you are calling a brain abnormality is simply good old fashion ANXIETY.

Its like an invisible wall that people like us run into.
When I go to a shopping area and I see some one Iam attracted to my mind just shut down on me. I know what I would like to do but my thoughts just evaporate and I freeze.
Eventualy the person dissapear and then i go into fustration because once the person is gone I go back to normal. I mean my thoughts come back to my head. Its as if the whole thing never happened.

 

[groove88]

I agree in some aspects of that, but when im sat around at home trying to read, play a computer game, mix, or talk on the phone, im far from anxious and actually have difficulty concentrating.

There is without a doubt two sides to it all, one physical and the other mental, both need nurturing..