I had already had my Saturday. It was okay for me.
Me, mom, and my friend went out to eat & did a little window shopping at a popular outside mall area. Dinner was nice, conversation was okay, surprisingly. In fact, I wasn't as anxious today as usual. I actually started to make small little comments when I was looking at stuff with people with no strain or nervousness in my voice, and was able to look straight in someone's eyes without as much discomfort. I even did some shopping and bought stuff without as problem (I usually get all nervous at the checkout counter, and when people are waiting in line behind me).
Today was one of those "good days" that I haven't had in a looooooooong time. It's funny, my brain just goes through these weird phases. I will be all phobic and nervous one day, and then, not even a few days later, I can make small talk and act somewhat normal. My psyche is very strange indeed. I don't know what causes these fluctuations as much as I don't know why my anxiety began in the first place.
The mind is a very complex yet wondrous thing.