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...admitting to social phobia, I mean, but it seems to describe me rather well. It's not right to be this afraid but reason doesn't even make a dent in it.. and so half my life has been lived according to fear. I'm somehow convinced I've got nothing good to say to anyone. I'm convinced everyone can see this instantly, can see every emotion and thought written across my face, and has already judged me for it..and the only reason they still act friendly is because they're saving it for a really good backstabbing.
Not true, right, on an intellectual level I know most people simply don't care enough. Knowing that doesn't help at all. For a while I simply gave up and tried to turn into a hermit, but it hasn't worked out very well at all, and so I'm trying to piece myself back together.
Have some backstory!
(edit) on second thought don't! that was too much information I think..
I'm actually really damn optimistic.
Once upon a time I was a smart, extroverted, friendly kid. Fearless.. and maybe I'll find that again. People are actually pretty interesting, I wish I weren't so damn terrified to even look you in the eye! The loneliness is killing me! It's like having no water, no air, words can't describe.
Hi.
Not true, right, on an intellectual level I know most people simply don't care enough. Knowing that doesn't help at all. For a while I simply gave up and tried to turn into a hermit, but it hasn't worked out very well at all, and so I'm trying to piece myself back together.
Have some backstory!
(edit) on second thought don't! that was too much information I think..
I'm actually really damn optimistic.
Once upon a time I was a smart, extroverted, friendly kid. Fearless.. and maybe I'll find that again. People are actually pretty interesting, I wish I weren't so damn terrified to even look you in the eye! The loneliness is killing me! It's like having no water, no air, words can't describe.
Hi.
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