EscapeArtist
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My SA decided to get worse when I began to gain weight rapidly after eating way too little for a few months. I've been stuck in the realms of food and weight obsession for a year now, I know it's mainly what keeps me from leaving the house now and that just makes me eat for comfort even more. It's the one thing I refuse to do even if if guaranteed my wellness; show myself at the weight i'm at even though i'm only 10-15 pounds overweight.
Now that i'm housebound I have nothing to look forward to except for food, so I eat and eat to fill that void of emptiness and boredom, bingeing on especially what i'm allergic to which is bread/gluten to make myself sick.
I feel gross and it consumes me (ironic?). Anybody relate?
Now that i'm housebound I have nothing to look forward to except for food, so I eat and eat to fill that void of emptiness and boredom, bingeing on especially what i'm allergic to which is bread/gluten to make myself sick.
I feel gross and it consumes me (ironic?). Anybody relate?