wanted: email friends

[yankumi]

hello everyone! this is my first post here. i'm feeling nothing right now and i don't know if that's bad. i'm not sad or depressed. I just have this emptiness inside my heart. its like i'm a robot. its been a week now that i have not gone out and i'm all alone with no one to talk to. i hope you could email me whatever, even if it's just to introduce yourself, say hi, a cheerup message or if you need help. i just want to make friends. i figure i'll just go with emailing people because i really don't know how to chat. i tried to invite this guy from this site, but i ended up not saying hi to him. my mind goes blank. i can't react on the spot! that's me... by email, i can compose what i have to say without being pressured about answering right away. thanks! here's my email, [email protected].