I would like to enjoy life just a little bit I never seem to even smile any more I have let life rip me apart I am so damaged from past events I wonder will i ever find myself again i have been like this now for 3 years.I used to be so care free but now worry over silly things and panick so much its made me quite ill.I am 51 now so you would think I know how life work but truthe is I feel worse.Got a few bucks in the bank got a car a roof over my head but in da blues man.Any ideas on how to snap out of this abyss????:
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