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@Saskia
I feel u honey, today i was suffering so much i gave my best outside but still isn't enough i tried so hard. BDD has destroyed me completely. I don't know how to cope with it either. I can't look myself either and i think others feel the same way about me if they look at me. Some do, isn't just my imagines and fantasy. That's really hurts, i wanna realize me from pain be free find peace and enjoy sunshine like others how i can do that if they put in front of me wall??How i can see sunshine if they are ridiculing me and i can't cope with it:/ I don't wanna be popular and the most loved person on the street i just want peace which i don't know what's mean:( BDD is ride to the hell but people are giving me "ticket".
I feel u honey, today i was suffering so much i gave my best outside but still isn't enough i tried so hard. BDD has destroyed me completely. I don't know how to cope with it either. I can't look myself either and i think others feel the same way about me if they look at me. Some do, isn't just my imagines and fantasy. That's really hurts, i wanna realize me from pain be free find peace and enjoy sunshine like others how i can do that if they put in front of me wall??How i can see sunshine if they are ridiculing me and i can't cope with it:/ I don't wanna be popular and the most loved person on the street i just want peace which i don't know what's mean:( BDD is ride to the hell but people are giving me "ticket".
