I have OCD that can only be managed by large quantities of medication. The medication takes away my OCD by 80 percent. I am also a zombie who can stare at the wall for six hours. So I have to take stimulants to normalize me. Now the stimulants are working on and off. When I'm off the stimulants it dreadful. I can't go back to the OCD so I take drugs for the rest of my life. Any suggestions or comments would be appreciated. No one understands the demoralization involved with this.