parties
I'd do it for free....
I'm a weird kind of person because even though I have SA, i love weddings, clubs, bars, parties and so on........I like social situtations...
What sucks for me is, unless I'm drunk, I wind up leaving a social situation as described by original poster the same way I came...Not knowing anybody and not really ever speaking to anybody....
I might say hello, what's up and so on but after a few words, I start to stutter, not having anything to say and just want to escape the situation...
Like I said it sucks, because social situations are interesting to me.. You get to meet new people, some bad some good...........
And from what I've learned over the years, networking is a key to having a successful life. without it, career type of jobs become harder and harder to come by...
But because of SA, i've avoided many office parties and parties over the years.....
It sucks.........I like being social but i just never can be... I'll start a night off all nervous, but hopeful that this night will be different. It never is, not in my 30 years unless of course I'm drunk.
. . . . . He kinda looked at me strangely as if i looked uncomfortable and offered me to get a beer! . . . . . Till then i felt unwelcomed and alienated . . . . so i walked to the front door, left a present for him there, and went around the house to call my mum to pick me up. Spent only 5 minutes inside, which went longer then it felt! My mum hung up on me . . . . . and i had to walk all the way back home at night . . . . crossing a real skinny bridge with many p-platers willing to abuse you. By 2 hours i reached home, and then hid myself under the covers in my room. Luckily my mum was fine about it. So yeah . . . . . lol no reward for all that effort lmao.
