the worse off you think you are,the better off you are

[mushawah]

Now I dont mean that as absolute but for me ive been sittin at home for like a year,not workin,not hangin out wit friends,pretty much nothin.But when i was i wasnt goin anywhere to cure my sa.It seems to me,in the state im in now,i know alot more than i did when i was trying to be happy and cool wit everybody.Now i know my old lifestyle(which is still being lived by some of my old friends)is ignorant,fake,and just plain stupid.I also know alot more of where why and how my sa developed.i also,in a way,know how to get over it.but im too afraid to make that first step out of fear of failure.anyone else feel the way i do?

 

[Marie_knowsbest]

how do u mean by ignorent and fake??

 

[mushawah]

no,i wanna get away from that,by ignorant and stupid,i mean the stuff we were into,which isnt even the point,the point is i feel bad off with my sa,but when i think about it im better off at getting better than i was.