no1
Banned
The number 1 reason I am alone might sound weird to you all.. but I believe the reason is simply because I am alone. More specifically though.. because I have had a history of being alone. I think being alone especially during crucial times in childhood made me miss a lot of once in a lifetime opportunities, and especially to learn to socialize. It's pretty much I guess my lack of social skills and "maturity" in some areas (where of course I wasn't really able to develop much, ie social maturity).
And of course girls wouldn't give a chance to someone who's had or has SA.
Do you understand that it's harder to gain social skills now as an adult, where everybody might expect you to be "mature" and "socially adept" already because I was supposed to learn that in my younger years. Nobody would think they have the time to deal with such a person. In fact I may be irreversably damaged due to the imbalances in my development (kinda like a retarded development). Something went wrong. And this is nature you CANNOT f*ck with nature unless God (or whatever) creates a miracle.
People just do not understand me, instead they get all frustrated (which I can sympathize with) but they get all.. condescending. As if I wasn't even a human being myself, or not one of their kind. All I would need really is a little social support, and someone to kind of stick with me.
But no because anyone who is not a woman that needs anything like food or water, is a needy selfish person who doesn't deserve life because women can just be EVIL like that. So are the men but I guess some of the men can actually sympathize since they too may go through some of the same hardships (although maybe differently), or may be better able to understand our kind. Whereas the women like to (well I hope not but this is what I see in our media) just blame everything on men and go and do whatever the hell they want and call it "freedom" or "women's liberation".
gawd Im so messd up. I'm sorry if I offended anyone especially the women because I know some woman (who might even be just the same) might say something like "not all women are the same, except for me... you're just mad because you are going to die a lonely person because natural selection and God himself says so". (evil pimp laughing in the background).
And of course girls wouldn't give a chance to someone who's had or has SA.
Do you understand that it's harder to gain social skills now as an adult, where everybody might expect you to be "mature" and "socially adept" already because I was supposed to learn that in my younger years. Nobody would think they have the time to deal with such a person. In fact I may be irreversably damaged due to the imbalances in my development (kinda like a retarded development). Something went wrong. And this is nature you CANNOT f*ck with nature unless God (or whatever) creates a miracle.
People just do not understand me, instead they get all frustrated (which I can sympathize with) but they get all.. condescending. As if I wasn't even a human being myself, or not one of their kind. All I would need really is a little social support, and someone to kind of stick with me.
But no because anyone who is not a woman that needs anything like food or water, is a needy selfish person who doesn't deserve life because women can just be EVIL like that. So are the men but I guess some of the men can actually sympathize since they too may go through some of the same hardships (although maybe differently), or may be better able to understand our kind. Whereas the women like to (well I hope not but this is what I see in our media) just blame everything on men and go and do whatever the hell they want and call it "freedom" or "women's liberation".
gawd Im so messd up. I'm sorry if I offended anyone especially the women because I know some woman (who might even be just the same) might say something like "not all women are the same, except for me... you're just mad because you are going to die a lonely person because natural selection and God himself says so". (evil pimp laughing in the background).
