telling it how it is, hard facts you should all be aware of

[nicola_maire]

first things first. my name is nicola (hi!) and ive been suffering with sp symptoms, but i could only be half diagnosed, so medicaly i havnt got it, so im semi 'normal'. so im just gonna do what im good at right here and bring you the facts.
ok firstly i would like to say, stop beating yourslefs up, your doing the best you can, with what you have now. one thing that helps me is i think ok, my mission isnt the sp, its my future, ill ignore these thoughts fopr the mo, and just concentrate on *insert goals here* (mine for instance is going on to be a phychologist).
second of all you might all find this very very interesting....... you know how some people r proper in da cetre of attention all da time, n how no matter what they'll get the attention, which often make social phobes feel very bad. well good news!!! its a disorder called dramatic/emotional cluster! lol, these people compete for attention, and throw tamptrom if ignored, and in a medical book described as emotionaly shallow!? so these we go, dont matter if u shy or outgoing, uve got a mental disorder somewhere!

 

[Toad]

dont matter if u shy or outgoing, uve got a mental disorder somewhere!

lol...yup i've come to realize that there is no such thing as normal.

 

[mrkyle]

whats the story with this dramatic/emotional cluster? id never heard of it. where can i find some information on it?

 

[B-girl]

Hey nicola so how did u become half diagnosed? are u good in most situations just not in others?

b-girl

 

[nicola_maire]

its was more that i had issues than a disorder. but i was about 50%, coz i do have sp symptoms, but somedays i control em really well, n others i dont. so ultamatly i have control. but im still gettin cbt, to help with it all. from now on im just gonna be like fuck it, i dont give a shit, here i am, take it or leave it, what else can u do really.
well ive got a massive doctors book about disorders, but im sure the internet will provide info.
xxx hows u lot copin.
n u right, no one is normal, if they are, they boring man, i like me insane, in da membrane.lol

 

[black_mamba]

coz i do have sp symptoms, but somedays i control em really well, n others i dont. so ultamatly i have control.

I think a lot of us can identify with this, some days good, some days bad, but you feel in control overall which is great.

Insane in the membrane, insane in the brain...I almost feel like doing a breakdance. 8O