social anxiety around your own family

[Clown]

Im more comfortable around my friends then my own family.. mother sister dad etc.
I started when my social anxiety started around age 13 and became somewhat of a reclusive addicted to my computer..
now I don't even know how to hold a conversation with my own sisters... they already think im a weirdo who is smoking daily cannabis.. so that also doens't make it easy.

now im 22 and my sister moved out the house with her boyfriend...can't even visit them to scared.
My sister and her boyfriend are togehter for 5-6 years now... and never have hold a conversation with him for more then 3min...

life sucks...I want to cry but I can't.. don't want to be here around anymore but im saying that for the past 8 years

 

[9407]

Since I really don't know any family besides my mom and my brother, they're the only two family members I'm comfortable with.

 

[Srijita52]

I'm pretty much anxious around my extended family, I'm comfortable with my parents though.

 

[Srijita52]

Im more comfortable around my friends then my own family.. mother sister dad etc.
I started when my social anxiety started around age 13 and became somewhat of a reclusive addicted to my computer..
now I don't even know how to hold a conversation with my own sisters... they already think im a weirdo who is smoking daily cannabis.. so that also doens't make it easy.

now im 22 and my sister moved out the house with her boyfriend...can't even visit them to scared.
My sister and her boyfriend are togehter for 5-6 years now... and never have hold a conversation with him for more then 3min...

life sucks...I want to cry but I can't.. don't want to be here around anymore but im saying that for the past 8 years

I'm sorry, that sucks.

 

[ikbenrifi]

True for me, i see my family members about once every 2 months, ireally miss them, i really do, but when i see them my SA is triggerd and fastly run out of what to talk about !

 

[Clown]

yes it sucks indeed.. but maybe im helping someone else here that they haven't this bad, which make them feel good.

 

[Clown]

yes and the problem is I want to help my self but the doc don't want to give me meds..
only then I feel normal