so ungrateful

[slicenrice]

I feel like I deserve death at this point. I am taking the term off due to anxiety and depression, and I have people who care about me. My mom and grandpa came up today to pick me up and it feels better, but I am still really depressed. I have sooooo much to be thankful for, but I am just focused on how my life is stuck in depression and anxiety and I feel trapped. I want to die, partly due to all the problems, and also due to being an ingrate. I hate my life today!

 

[Kien]

:{ Try to find God. It could be worth it. :}

 

[BreakingFree]

You said you hate your life today! Very Good! There will be dark clouds, thunder storms , or whatever but sooner or later the storm will subside and the sun will shine again. The same applies to our lives.

Tomorrow the sun will shine again! Voila, you have weathered the storm! Do not be discouraged by difficult days, they too shall pass. Your end goal should be your drive and not what happens along the way!

 

[Incognito]

I've had some reeeaaaalllllyyyyy dark moments myself too. I recently realized I've been depressed much of my life. I know it feels like it'll never end but trust me, that's in your head. Keep fighting it, there's so much good out there that, once you find it, makes the bad pale in comparison. I know this from experience. Good luck to you.