So, i have deliriums..

rado31

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And i would like to stabilize my state , because noone wants to see
a male that has such ups/and downs , especially because i m getting on nervers of my family , and to myself.

First problem that i recall is called "depersonalization" and it is strange that even cycheatrists sometimes dont feel competent in what it is , what cause it , and how to treat it

I think that bloody thing, and me being scared of it, is causing me to be non stop unbalanced and to tell you - i m losing nerves totally because of it.

Going to the doctors is out of question , i have like some block in head concerning this but (because few times i had been they worsened my state ; not only my opinion) i would like someone to BEG to try something for deliriums , like LITHIUM or something. I dont know and dont have intention in meeting drug dealers either, so what is my options? How can i obtain myself that?
I have no social skills (visible), because last few years i lost all my "friends". People dont get when something is really important to me and i think that Lithium could save my life (Or at least i would like to...)

You can write me a PM if you know some solution.
 

rado31

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Hey, KRS, thanks for your reply

I could even say what and how i m causing to myself that awful "depersonalized" state of mine, from my young age but i m not able to prevent it ; I can only avoid situation that is driving me nuts, when i estimate that it would drive me nuts. But rite now my situation is not so good,
i have almost no life (and no interest) ; i m totally confused and i think that state is called delirious. Like my brain is constantly on some drug.

But what it would be bad about giving that substance a try? Maybe it would help me thru these days
 
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