So alone

[Emma]

I have never felt more betrayed and alone right now, people think that they can just walk all over me and that I'm so weak and pathetic that I don't deserve any sort of respect, I don't know what I've done to deserve to be treated this way, I've never hurt anyone and all I seem to get is shit...Do people have to be so uncaring all the time? Since when does being a shy person make someone a freak? I wish my life would just end right now and all the misery and hurt I feel would just go away. All I ever wanted was for just one person to care about me and I can't even get that...To the person who has hurt me most, you won't ever read this but all I can say is you are scum and I hope you feel the same hurt and humiliation that I feel right now...and to everyone who's ever been treated like scum and made to feel like a worthless piece of shit, Don't ever think that you're worthless, the person doing it to you is :evil:

 

[Layla]

hi emma, feelin' that way too. you're not alone. I wrote a big rant on how I feel let down by "friends" too. It's lonely. But hey, you meet new people everyday, so here's hoping at least some of them are decent.

 

[caged-inside]

They won't treat you like scum if you don't let them. We aren't freaks for being shy... But I think that for me personally, being shy makes me an easy target for people to shit on me...They know damn well I won't stand up for myself :x

 

[Robert_Dobo_USC]

It’s hard to exude confidence, and people can prey on what they feel are the weak, they see shyness as a weakness and take full advantage of it. I am sorry you had to experience what you went through, just don’t beat yourself up over it, you are not alone

Robert Dobo
www.HealthBells.com