lostboi
Well-known member
I went to the caffe on the corner today to grab some lunch as usual I tried wound up starring at the ground avoiding eye contact with most of the people around me until I got up to the counter to get my food. I decided I was going to smile at the lady behind the counter just to try it out. I hardly smile at all but I managed kind of a starained grin. She looked at me cockeyed and then smiled back. I noticed that smiling just feels wrong? It doesn't feel natural. Do other people with SA feel this way? I feel like when I'm smiling I look like and axe murder 8O or something. It just feels so out of place and exadurated. :?