Small As A Speck Of Sand

[jeannesteem]

I have been a wallflower
for as long as I can remember
I was always #2
When there was another woman

It was really strange
Seeing all these stupid women
get so much attention
I faded into the background...

My sister really has always
been the prettiest one
She bosses me around
like a condescendiing creep

She really does mean well
She is definitely who she is
But, who than am I?
I just have got to know

I'm shy and don't want
to look like I'm interested
Then men get an attitude
and smirk behind my back

At parties no one likes
to have a converstion with me
I sit in the little corner
like I'm a big dumb freak

I wonder if I could handle the spotlight
Me, the little girl from the back woods...::

 

[Diend]

Don' play the game by their rules.

 

[sullyS25]

You are perfect the way you are. Comparing yourself to others will always be a way of finding flaws in yourself....The fact that you aren't like your sister is a good thing, it makes you unique. If everyone was the same life would be very boring.....I am sorry you are struggling.