riverbelow
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I have a really hard time going to sleep at night, its hard to explain but i'll try. Whenever i turn off the t.v. or radio my mind goes crazy, stupid thoughts and situations run through my mind for no apparent reason, i've tried focusing on one thing and trying to clear my mind but it doesn't work. I've tried leaving the television on but it distracts me also. My current solution is staying up all night every other night so that i'll be exausted the next. (i know this is not good)
I've begged my mom to take me to the doctor but she doesn't understand my situation, i can't tell her that i've been depressed for two years, or how much i hate myself, she thinks that in order to be depressed that there needs to be a reason. I thought this myself for a long time until i found this website.
Can anyone give me advice, or relate?
I've begged my mom to take me to the doctor but she doesn't understand my situation, i can't tell her that i've been depressed for two years, or how much i hate myself, she thinks that in order to be depressed that there needs to be a reason. I thought this myself for a long time until i found this website.
Can anyone give me advice, or relate?