Sick n bastard tired of goin on

I dont know why i bother anymore , im here stuck in my own flat with noone i know , because of my parents that never sorted themselves out in time for me to turn out fine. if u understand me

i moved here a year ago and just feel worse . i first went on citalopram 40mg at 15 then 80mg at 17 when i was goin to college then i quit college cos my phone got robbed , and since then ive been just in basically till 23 where am at now .

I moved in to this flat because of how **** it was at my parents and now im stuck in this position on 140mg anti depressants ( fgot the name its a weird one) and sleeping tablets 7.5mg zopiclone to aid numerus nights of insomnia 80mg beta blockers .i cant even think straight anymore i dont know why im here just to exist and go on for nothing .got no gf and never will have and its fked up n am scared about the future . sometimes wish it would all end.


rant over /

Thanks for reading

Hermit
 
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