kurono
Member
well i am having trouble deciding weather i actually have depression or anxiety or anything and should i see a doctor! I am sad alot of the time. I dont really like to get close to people i like to just spend my time alone mostly i get nervous and unmotivated to hang out with any of my friends it becomes a big hassle and makes me sad that i have to hang with them. everytime i get a girlfriend i feel nausea all the time and can go days without eating anything and i feel tied all the time. seems like i just worry all the time about just like doing everyday tasks like school, work, hanging with friends, talking to people i don't know. i have a big fear about confrontations and showing my anger. i cant express myself alot of the time. it seems like i sleep my life away i can never get the right amount of sleep its either too little or too much. i have trouble going to sleep because of the worrying. i don't think this is how normal people are! should i see a doctor? basicly its a hassle just to get through the day. i have to worry about so many things i feel like im on the edge all the time. i dont wanna go to the doctor and have him say this is just a phase im going through because i dont think it is i have been going through this since puberty and it seems like it keeps getting worse. can someone please give me there opinion i would greatly appreciate it thank you.