severe case of self hate

[Johnnash]

i think i am really done.

i don't like anything about myself - the way i look,the way i talk, my reputation, my social phobia, moodiness, depression, my race, the religion i was born into.

yesterday, i spent a whole day flaming against my own race on a different forum behind a fake id and i was truely feeling the hate then. how pathetic is this. how can one hate his own physical features ?

but after a few hours, i realized how pathetic i am.

i just don't want to live anymore.

 

[creep_x]

u cant possibly live like this.. eventually u ll have to learn to accept ur shortcomings n love urself for what u r .. i know,easer said than done but thats the only way

 

[bleach]

You should talk to a shrink