no i wasnt like this before.......when the holy spirit came inside me it gave me strength to love people, i know God is real, so i have compassion on people that put me down
God put love inside me....you know that fear when your walking towards someone, or someones on the bus with you, and you fear they are looking at you......maybe its just me, but God tought me how to love....i wouldnt say tought but he put love inside me to give, and when i love someone it feels sooo awesome and i love people i dont even know, its like having a new family member everywhere i go so im at peace, someone could mouth me off while i see a family member in them...
before i didnt know how to be nice, i hated the entire world.....i had evil thoughts daily, if anyone even looked at me wrong i wished death on them
now i try to love everyone....
hope this helped, im not keeping nothing back
much love