Scared to sleep

[scared2sleep]

This is my first time ever posting anything on the web. I suffer from really sever panic attack disorder, so sever that I have considered suicide. The reason why I'm doing this is because I feel that somehow I need to just say what I'm feeling so that I won't go crazy ... if that makes any sence. I don't take any meds .. even though I have some here next to my bed and yes, I have taken meds in the past. I feel that all they do is hide my anxiety. Honestly, I don't know what to do. Maybe someone out there that is in my same situation can help me understand this insanity.

 

[Reidus]

Deleted by Reidus Freak

 

[prince1]

STOP SCREWING UP THE FORUM SOB!!

 

[Reidus]

Sorry.

But I have to. Either that or you get those pieces of shit who trash talked to me banned.

 

[ezrider]

who?

 

[Danfalc]

Sorry.

But I have to. Either that or you get those pieces of shit who trash talked to me banned.

Heya mate

First off im sorry whats happend to you... must be horrible to like loose a girl who you obviously love so much i really am i dont know what id do wid out the person i care for,sounds like she was the "one"i hope things work out for u in the end.. anyway everyone are entitled to there opinions and that,but yeah i dont agree with the way some people replied to your posts there wasnt any need for some of the stuff they said.Thing is us standard members cant do much about it sadly.. your gonna have to take it up wid one of the moderators when one gets on.I dont wanna tell you what to do but these sorta posts really arnt gonna go in ya favour.. i can see why ya mad n ya entitled to mad i can appreciate that but i just dont wanna see you get banned or sommat for disrupting the forum.

 

[prince1]

Sorry.

But I have to. Either that or you get those pieces of shit who trash talked to me banned.

ok man fair enough, ill report them to a mod but i havent seen the postyet ill have a look for it.

 

[danheather]

school

Iswear my english teacher is the meanist person in world i hate her so much and i dont feel like listening to her or doing my work so i am doing this i hate school so much

 

[danheather]

poetry

ok well i'm not sure if anyone would know this but does anyone have any information on any poets me and my paretner isnt the happiest person with me right now only cause i'm doing nothing like alaways but anyways anyone want to say anything comment

 

[Serge]

This is my first time ever posting anything on the web. I suffer from really sever panic attack disorder, so sever that I have considered suicide. The reason why I'm doing this is because I feel that somehow I need to just say what I'm feeling so that I won't go crazy ... if that makes any sence. I don't take any meds .. even though I have some here next to my bed and yes, I have taken meds in the past. I feel that all they do is hide my anxiety. Honestly, I don't know what to do. Maybe someone out there that is in my same situation can help me understand this insanity.

I am sorry your thread was hijacked by other stuff. Well done on taking the first step and posting for advice, and to share what is going on. That takes guts.

It would be really hard for anyone to say what is causing this stuff for you as it is probably specific to things personal to you. The best thing to do would be to call your doctor and make an appointment and just talk to them. It is something they will have heard before - and it could get you started on the road back to being well.

Good luck!

 

[Shonen_Yo]

Sorry.

But I have to. Either that or you get those pieces of shit who trash talked to me banned.

ok man fair enough, ill report them to a mod but i havent seen the postyet ill have a look for it.

No one trashed talked him.

 

[BanMeFag]

You obviously dont know what trash talking is then - I saw what those people said to him. He's in the right. By no means should you mock somebody who's hurt.

 

[nope1]

Hey Scared2sleep, Welcome to Socialphobiaworld.com!

This is a good step you're taking. It means that you want to change

Telling our feelings can be hard but telling them will lighten our load and hence, we will have a better perspective of life. The feeling that we tell becomes real and perhaps you'll notice they're not as bad after all! We don't feel as alone and we don't concentrate on our feelings alone. Plus, other people can give you different perspective that will make you think.

Posting on this forum is good because you're anonymous and we know the hardship of Social Phobia (or Severe panic disorder) .

So I hope you're going to feel invited in this community and be helped by it because I sure feel I'm being helped

Take care of yourself!

 

[NightStalker]

Personally, I don't trust this place. I've only been here 2 days and I've seen some horrible posts. Kinda makes me feel that this place would just make me worse.

 

[FlirtyandDirty]

Personally, I don't trust this place. I've only been here 2 days and I've seen some horrible posts. Kinda makes me feel that this place would just make me worse.

If you lok at all the other threads that have been made, you will see that it is not always as you seem to think. This is a good place for support, but when you have pople who clearly need more help than can be given in a support forum, then you run into trouble.

 

[lonely_nyc]

Well said, Flirty. I totally agree.

 

[Scissorman]

i still see no reason to take the piss out of those who can't be helped. You cant help them, you should leave it at that instead of making things worse for them, and deliberately saying things to hurt them more. There's no other word for it. It's just bad support.

 

[lonely_nyc]

I can't speak for everyone else, but I certainly did not say anything to hurt Reidus. Having said that, I still think it's absolutely awful to say that you hope someone dies, which is exactly what Reidus said. It's clear you are in need of help when you say something like that and truly mean it. That's all I saw anybody telling him - that he needs to get help. And for some reason, he took this as hate and ridicule. The purpose of forums like these is to let others voice their opinions. Why would Reidus share that story if he wasn't looking for ANY type of response. If we would have said, "Oh, that's great that you want people to die, Reidus. Really, I think that's absolutely wonderful. You don't have a single problem in the world!" then we'd only be lying to him and that wouldn't help at all. So, next time maybe you should think about what you're putting out there before you click that little "Submit" button.

 

[Shonen_Yo]

You obviously dont know what trash talking is then - I saw what those people said to him. He's in the right. By no means should you mock somebody who's hurt.

Give me one quote where someone trashed talked him. If there was any hostile gestures it was presented after he threatened to invade SPW. Do you think people who criticized his use of a comatose person in his signature deserve to be banned? Mind you, they did so in a civil manner.

 

[NightStalker]

And a last note - the order not to say you dont love her again. Hmmm let me see - YOU DONT LOVE HER, YOU DONT LOVE HER, YOU DONT LOVE HER. YOU ARE OBSESSED AND CONFUSED. YOU DONT LOVE HER!!!

Yes, this was posted after he threatend to mess up your forum but how about this:

What you describe can in NO way be called love -

i think this is what pissed him off.