SA is ruining my life

I do not know what to do anymore.

I really like this guy at work. I am mean I have fallen for him so hard I have broken bones. I am pretty sure he just likes me as a friend even though I want to believe he likes me as more. He is still getting over his ex and today he said he needed to get his mind off of things. Well I am having a movie night Saturday and I really wanted to invite him but I could not get it out! All of my friends tell me to make a move. I finally told one person why I could not make a move (pretty much only the second person in the world that knows I have SA) and she goes "yeah well I feel that way to sometimes. You just have to get over it."

No one gets what it is like.
I would love to make a move on this guy but....

*I am 18 he is 25 (my mom loves him to death and would love for us to date ha ha).
*I don't know how to make a move. Like seriously, what do you do/say?
*My boss, is his brother...awkward.
*i feel like I am not good enough. I feel like I will make a move and he will laugh in my face.

What makes it worse is the fact that my father did not care about us. He tried to throw me out of the house at the age of 6... yes 6! My moms boyfriend after that was verbally and physical abusive towards me. My ex boyfriend stalked me.

As you can see I do not have good luck with guys.

I don't know what I am asking for, I just needed to get it out. Any thoughts/opinions/suggestions are welcomed.

*Felsa
 
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