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[corrinaelizabeth]

1st off 2 weeks ago i went 2 the docs he prescribed clonazepam (klonopin)soz if not spelt right and said only 4 short term use so he gave me 2 weeks supply,i went back yesterday 2 b told i would not be getting ne more now what was the f***ing point of giving it 2 me for 2 weeks?my anxious thoughts went i was sleeping better and overall i was more motivated less irritable anger calmed and was crying less i dont care if i become bloody addicted at least i was having a bit more of a bloody life y take me off something that made me better??????????????? so i just couldnt take hearing that and really wanted 2 end it yesterday doc called crisis team some 1 came round and am seeing psychiatrist some time next week im so pi**ed off u wouldnt believe it i cant hack the bloody thoughts and klonopin got rid of that im just about ready 2 giv up psychiatrist is last option now cant take it ne more whats the bloody point

 

[cLavain]

So sorry to hear that, CE. I don't know anything about klonopin, but I can't understand why the doctor won't let you use those meds if they make you feel better. Too many doctors have no idea what it's like.

You gotta hang in there, though! And fight for your right!

 

[LA-girl]

Hi Corrinaelizabeth!

I'm so sorry to hear how you are struggeling right now! I know too well how it feels like- I had a major serious depression several years ago where I just wanted every thing to come to an end. But I decided to keep fighting and with Gods help little by little I managed to overcome my depression without any medication. Today I'm able to feel happiness and my depression has not returned ever since. (7 years ago)...

So please just keep on fighting, some day you will be so grateful that you decided to stay and fight. I'm sure that some day soon you will be able to overcome the darkness you feel right now and see the light. So please don't give up! Keep fighting!!!

 

[GIOLANDA]

Corrinaelizabeth,I understand you and I'm sorry to hear that. But you have to fight. Ending everything is the worst choice,because if you do that,you can't be forgiven any more. Life is given from God to us and we haven't got the right to end it. I know that you're having difficult times,but consider that eternity is more important,while our life here is temporary,so don't make a mistake that will make you suffer forever. Remember:It's the only sin that can't be forgiven. I'll pray for you!

 

[corrinaelizabeth]

its just getting worse everyday though i just want 2 curl up and die i dont know what 2 do ne more

 

[LA-girl]

I guess this post seems rather superfluous now!
Well done Thoughtless!!

 

[zerohour]

i went back yesterday 2 b told i would not be getting ne more now what was the f***ing point of giving it 2 me for 2 weeks?

My advice would be to find a different Doctor who WILL let you stay on medication. If it helped, then you have to stay on it for the long term.

 

[Si_mon]

i can take down what I sed previously now....

I just couldn't understand why the original messages thoughtless put up were put up on the thread. The clapping and go and pray message just seemed a little sarcastic and totally inappropiate but it may have been meant jokingly.


maybe thoughtless' account got hacked into i dunno or he prob. was having a bad day.

 

[corrinaelizabeth]

um yeah thanks thoughtless i guess what u said was bad might as well go top myself now thanks 4 ur support thoughtless really helped
and i thought this website was 4 venting to
so what exactly did u put thoughtless?and y did u edit it?i would like 2 know