Really violent bizzare dreams

[den1]

Hi everyone. I have been viewing this forum for quite some time time now but have never actually posted.Any way my name is Den, I'm a DJ and producer from the UK. I suffer from SP, SA, and shyness, but not a really bad case. I have always been "different" and unsociable from being a child and have suffered from depression, but I am pretty reformed nowadays although the SA and depresion strikes back from time to time. Anyway for a while now I have been having really disturbing dreams and sick thoughts. The other night I had a dream that I was talking to a freind who I havn't seen for a while and then I guy in a ski mask came up behind him and shot him in the back of his head, spraying all of his brains all over my face!!!???, And the other day I was just thinking, and then I started to think about myself talking at my dads funeral(of whom I am extremely close to). I also sometimes imagine all the people I know talking about me at my own funeral!!!! It takes me a while to snap out of it and for me to realise what I'm thinking about??? Do other people do shit like this or am I just plain bonkers???

 

[den1]

Supose it may be melencoly mate. Coz I'm not depressed but at the moment I just get on with stuff and recently I all of a sudden feel free. But at the same time I feel free because I feel totaly fearless of death?? I don't want to die but I am not scared of it and it makes me feel enlightend inside. But at the same moment I think am I not afraid of death because I feel lonely? Do I just not care so much that I feel happy because nobodies views can effect me? I don't know? But I am also a very creative person, I draw, paint, make music etc... So these thoughts may just be due to an overcreative mind. I feel far from sad but still feel a drought of an "I really don't give a flying fuck anymore attidude".
Sorry if that doesn't make sense, it can be hard to express in words how you feel sometimes.

Den

 

[den1]

Yeah it's interesting you say this about spheres, because I have been fighting my SA and shyness for years now, and I have been determined to climb this huge mountain. I have constantly been trying different methods of thinking, talking to myself positavley. And they have all worked for a short period of time, untill I have returned back to my paronoid shy state of mind. I have also recently realised that the root of my problem is that no matter how well I acheive, it is never good enough, for example I got 23/30 in an exam at uni the other week. Which I was really happy with at first untill I found out that alot of other students got 29/30/30. I have always wanted to really be something big in what I do but when I acheive I'm never happy coz there is always someone 10 times better than you at whatever the subject somewhere in the world.I've learnt to let go of that and just relax coz 1 day I'll be doing whatever im doing with a long life behind me so whats the point in worrying? I'm never gonna be anything I'm not so I might as well be peacful and happy in my own shell and still try to acheive my goals without being bitter about it.

 

[thugaveli]

I have really bad dreams i dont know why

One of my reaccuring dreams are 3 asian men in a black car that seem to follow me, track me down and shoot me

Another one i was trapped in a room with 3 suicide bombers and they were waiting to hear for a signal to blow themselves up, in the dream they waited to hear ambulance sirens becuase they knew that someone in town was blowing themselves up, and actually it was the bin men reversing outside my house (you know the sound they make when they reverse) lol!! well that was the ambulance siren

The man in corner blew himself up but i was still alive, and then the other man from the other side came running at me, i could see all these explosives strapped to him and he detonated them =( and i died

I seem to have a lot of dreams of going through thunder storms and lightning hitting the car, i hate them they put me in fear

And a lot where im put in anxious situations like in a war with tanks invading my town and im always on the run

 

[Danuk]

I Think alot of crazy dreams happen due to staying awake late and going to bed then sleeping thru the day to like 11am-1pm while you sleep thru Darkness into light it can cause weird dreams like this. Your a DJ so im guessing this happens to you.

Dreams arent a deep state of sleep and they can be forced to happen with stimulents before bed like Coffee , tea , ciggerettes , drugs , caffeine etc if u stay clear of these things 1-2 hours before sleep you shudnt really dream much or at least not as heavy.

im madly addicted to games and stay awake till 5-6am drinking coffee and i have at least 3-4 of those crazy dreams every night without fail. But i enjoy them more stranger and fucked up the dream the better haha xD

On side note seeing as topic is dreams.

I have these really fawkin anoying dreams quite often 2-3 times per month sometimes more. Anyways its always 2 situations Either fighting or running etc

When i fight in my dreams my punches etc move sloooowwww and do like zero damage and weird stuff like that

And sometimes when running ill drop to floor and my legs or body dont work and monster/enemy woteva im running from catches up and my legs just wont work.

anyone else get these types of dreams? i have a strange feeling these kinda dreams are SP related.

 

[thugaveli]

Dan i have the scene where im in a fight and my punches are slow motion, wow thats so wierd how you dream that too

Its like i go to throw my fist and it goes slow motion and completly ineffective, and i put so much energy into it and its like some invisible force that stops my arm from going forward

I bet its anxiety related

 

[Shonen_Yo]

Another another one to the slow punches dream.

 

[BennyFingers]

And another one. In my dreams my punches are pathetic.

OP, I also have extremely violent dreams although I am not in myself a particularly violent person - never been in a real fight, don't really watch particularly violent films/play violent video games.

I actually think its because I am quite non-reactive in my life, I used to think I was just pretty laid-back but that's not it at all. I'll let things that annoy me slide, I don't bother arguing with people even if I know they're wrong, I'll often feel I'm being taken advantage of without saying anything, I rarely stand up for myself.

This adds up to a load of repressed anger that has nowhere to go. And I think that's why people get hacked to pieces in my dreams.

 

[thugaveli]

Shot

To dream that you are shot, represents a form of self-punishment that you may be unconsciously imposing on yourself. You may have done something that you are ashamed of or are not proud of?

War

To dream of a war, signifies disorder and chaos in your personal affairs. You also be experiencing some internal conflict or emotional struggle. You are feeling torn between aspects of yourself. Perhaps the dream may indicate that you are being overly aggressive or you are not being assertive enough.

Lightning

To dream that you are struck by lightning, symbolizes irreversible changes occurring in your life. It is a transformation of sorts.

Punch

To dream that you are unable to throw a punch, indicates that you are feeling helpless. You may have self-esteem and confidence issues.


Drunk Driving

To dream that you are driving drunk, indicates that your life is out of control. Some relationship or somebody is dominating you.

Well theres some of my dreams, i have an amazing life and to top it all off my dreams conclude that!
Yes im being sarcastic :lol:

 

[maya16]

You should read the bible...That helps me..and praying 2..

 

[Danuk]

Religion is one big made up lie.

The bible is no different than Tolkeins LOTR books.

No1 has ever seen or heard a god of any kind.

No1 ever walked on water or healed people with there hands.


I beleive Jesus was affected the same way people of the Salom witch trials were. Bacteria growing on certain wheat crops that Forms a type of LSD. i.e The people of salom witch trials thought they saw demons and strange things. Jesus thought he could walk on water.

And moses with the burning bush and splitting a sea? I want some of the shit he had that day tbh

Einstein also proved religion is fake. If god made earth and life in 7 days he'd have to be in a higher dimension than time. Which if he was he could stop anything he wanted with as much time as he wanted.

Muslims are the best tho. Showing bear skin in public , swearing etc are all pretty much banned by islamic religion . Yet blowing up people for allah is a show of faith.

Sorry for rant. i just think its a joke and people are wasting there time with it ^^

 

[cherish]

Yeah um....anyways I have really violent dreams sometimes, really gorey and crazy. I also have the same kind of thoughts sometimes, i'll imagine what it would be like if a specific person i was really close to died and what would follow if they did or same for if i died. But it's not like i want these people to die or i want to die. Maybe in some instances it's just your mind seeing how far it can take your thoughts and make you question your own sanity, but i don't think anyone's alone with the type of thoughts they have. The dreams are probably a result of stress or something.