Tired, hate to say it, but: depressed, I feel like nothing I can do matters, that the situation im in is all that it will ever be, that there is no way out.
That about sums it up. Not a happy face right now.
LOL! I just got a Christmas card from the man I pay to mow my lawn.
The only Christmas cards I have gotten for the past 6 Christmas have been from him!
How sad is that!?:😛:🙄
One of the few I get is from a car salesperson I bought a car from years ago. I feel so loved - for my money! :😛:
Sometimes I remember how alone I actually am. Unpleasant.
You're not alone. That phrase below the title of this website isn't just for show; you've got friends all over the world:). As for friends you can hang out with,..... well, I don't know much about your personal life, but there should be some people you can talk to and hang out with wherever you go in the daytime, right? Try talking to someone that you've never/once spoken to.
I get them from consultants I have created contracts for.
Let's not forget the annual calendar sent from the real estate agent too!
It's kind of like the little Christmas gifts you get from people at work that are only being given because they don't want you to feel left out. That probably sounds horrible but I got one of those today and sort of feel like they shouldn't have bothered! Then again, I would probably feel like crap if I was left out - lol! I hate office politics!
Cabby Cab, traalaaa where are you, trying to find me, just try your best.
I have to travel 45 minutes forth and back.. back and forth..
Then an hour session with my therapist more likely in the West,
Then going back South-north..
did it again... no one knows about this, especially not my parents who apparently think i perfect. they don't know about the actions that go on when they sleep or the thoughts that go on in my head even when they are awake. i want to stop doing it i know its not good or healthy but its the only way i can cope and pretend to be so normal when i know in fact that i am not.
Because the sessions are over and I know what I need to do now. It would just be for someone to listen and give good advice. Could do with that in every walk of life I think.
Final Grades:
Computer Systems: A
Medical Term: A
Med. Law and Ethics: A
Anatomy: C (Yay, I passed!!)
Anyone else get their grades back??
I got mine back a couple days ago. I did better than I thought I did, though not much better. I guess even major depression has a hard time completely pulling me out of the B range.
^ Actually, I become more of a perfectionist when I'm depressed because I'm always analyzing how much of a failure I am even if I do get straight As.
But either way I know you worked hard for Bs in the field you're going in. I use to be a design major and dropped out because it was too stressful. So B's are actually really good IMO
did it again... no one knows about this, especially not my parents who apparently think i perfect. they don't know about the actions that go on when they sleep or the thoughts that go on in my head even when they are awake. i want to stop doing it i know its not good or healthy but its the only way i can cope and pretend to be so normal when i know in fact that i am not.
I got mine back a couple days ago. I did better than I thought I did, though not much better. I guess even major depression has a hard time completely pulling me out of the B range.
I got mine back a couple days ago. I did better than I thought I did, though not much better. I guess even major depression has a hard time completely pulling me out of the B range.
Congratulations!
I'm still doing finals (I only have one left) but I got one grade back. I got a 9.3 in Communication in Technical English (thanks SPW for the practice 😀). It could have been better but they paid too much attention to oral presentations and I'm awful in public >.< (if it weren't for the last presentation I could have opted for a grant :/)
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