plzz help ive never thought about suiside so much.

[t0keR]

why does everyone fucking hate me!?!?!? i promise u theres not 1 person on this earth that likes me right now im not doing anything tho!! my moms ignorin me and buyin her and my sister abunch of stuff 2 make me mad my best friend who i rlly cant even stand but shes all i have just said omg like we b in the same class all day evryday 2gether huh? and i said yah i guess y? and she said idk u can just b rlly annoying sometimes. i hardly ever cry but ppl have been makin me cry like twice a day i hung up when she said that and she just texted and i dont wanna read it cuz itll b rlly mean now that im thinkin bout it i cant think of 1 single person thats never said i was annoyin or got on there nerves my best friend in Tx usded 2 say god ur soooo---- UGH!!!!! cuz i guess she couldnt think of a word do u know how bad it hurts 2 have the whole world hate u? ok hers mine and hers convorsation in 1st hr 2day idk how we started talkin bout it but i said u kno its rlly hard 2 believe all the stuff in the bible i mean, ppl live their lifes by that who wrote it? whatd god come frm, what is he? and she was like omg! no no u go ahead and burn in hell but i know the lord (she dont act like it) and i was like omg ima christian i believe in god but i mean evry1 Qs stuff sometimes she said we not me i said have u even thought bought it? and so on n so on shes so ready 2 get ina fight ALL the fucking time!!!! but the best friend thats been the best at makin me feel like crap was the 1 in TX when she was pissed off shed do this little bitchy smirk and 1 time i didnt do nuthin she wrote me like a 10 ph letter tellin me evrything she hates bout me it dont sound bad but i was like shaking in a corner crying. i see it in ppls eyes they dont love or like or can even stand me! my grandparents, brother, mom, cousins, friends evry1 what am i doing!? plzzzzzzzzzzzzz yallve gotta help me as much as i hate all of them 4 treatin me like this i cant b alone havin evry1 hate me how d i make ppl like me??? i read her text it said could u seriously please grow up u at like a fucking 10 yr old. shes an AWFUL friend tho! she never pays me back uses me like crazy puts me down 24/7 god i just want everything 2 go away. omg that was my only friend and she was makin me mad and im sick of ppl makin me feel like crap and walkin all over me so i texted ever wonder y u have no friends when uve been in the same school ur whole life? shit shell never talk 2 me agian. ihatemyself

 

[JamesMorgan]

There are so many people who feel like this, all the time. In the past several years, i have spoken to many people who wanted it all to end. I myself felt like this for many years, its tough, so tough. Its like i can imagine how you feel from how i felt, so tiring, so dark, so alone, a living nightmare.

There's not much i can say to you to make you feel better right now, but know this:

You can do it. You will overcome this. You will feel better again. You have so much to give. I can say this to you because of the countless people i know who were asking to die, yet found a spark, an inner light which gave them strength. They go on to be such unshakeable people, helping others who have felt the same. I have no doubt that you are one of these people who will tell others how you wanted to end it all, everything seemed bad, seemed wrong, the world was against you, yet you did it, you overcame it.

The greatest of all people have to face such hard times and suffering to be able to really go on and live there lives to the full.

See this as a powerful lesson and take some time to unplug from the madness write your thoughts down in a diary, then unplug - go out on your own, a walk, listen to some music to relax. Let it all go.

Wishing you well
Take care
x
James

 

[jasmine32]

Hi

Hi,
I'm sure you've got it wrong. There are a lot of people that don't hate you but love you. However, please talk to those who are closest to you and tell them how you feel. You need treatment. Life will be better, you''ll see.

 

[jasmine32]

Hi

Hi,
I'm sure you've got it wrong. There are a lot of people that don't hate you but love you. However, please talk to those who are closest to you and tell them how you feel. You need treatment. Life will be better, you''ll see.

 

[jasmine32]

Hi

Hi,
I'm sure you've got it wrong. There are a lot of people that don't hate you but love you. However, please talk to those who are closest to you and tell them how you feel. You need treatment. Life will be better, you''ll see.

 

[maggie]

Im hating myself right now....I have PMT and grrr i have been horrible to my boyfrend and my son.

Tried to get my son some trainers today and only clarkes was open..that shoe shop is shit.

:evil:

I thought...if i had gun in my hand right now.....i wonder if id use it and blow my brains out.....

selfish thought i know....i dont know whats wrong with me today

hey cutefluffy, i have days similar to that too..where i just feel low..impatient..and just depressed i guess. I think the mood swings..the ups and downs..are just part of this anxiety bullshit..weird too cause sometimes, back to back, i can have a really shitty day..and a really awesome day :roll: