Not Sure How Much More I Can Take

[ljwwriter]

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[Social_Moth]

I don't know much about suicide, but I do know that if you were really suicidal, you'd be gone by now. The people who you have to worry about are the ones who don't say anything about suicide beforehand... the quiet ones.

 

[ljwwriter]

I don't know much about suicide, but I do know that if you were really suicidal, you'd be gone by now. The people who you have to worry about are the ones who don't say anything about suicide beforehand... the quiet ones.

I used to think that too. Of course, the only people I've spoken to lately have been on this site.

 

[alwaysthinking]

Social Moth,

That is completely false.

 

[alwaysthinking]

Have you written anything lately that you would like to share?

 

[sabbath92003]

Take off
I was told a million times
Of all the troubles in my way
Tried to grow a little wiser
Little better ev'ry day
But if I crossed a million rivers
And I rode a million miles
Then I'd still be where I started
Bread and butter for a smile
Well I sold a million mirrors
In a shopping alley way
But I never saw my face
In any window any day
Now they say your folks are telling you
Be a super star
But I tell you just be satisfied
Stay right where you are

Keep yourself alive yeah Keep yourself alive
Ooh, it'll take you all your time and money
Honey you'll survive

Ow

Well I've loved a million women
In a belladonic haze
And I ate a million dinners
Brought to me on silver trays
Give me ev'rything I need
To feed my body and my soul
And I'll grow a little bigger
Maybe that can be my goal
I was told a million times
Of all the people in my way
How I had to keep on trying
And get better ev'ry day
But if I crossed a million rivers
And I rode a million miles
Then I'd still be where I started
Same as when I started

Keep yourself alive, come on, Keep yourself alive
Ooh, it'll take you all your time and money honey
You'll survive - shake

Ow
Keep yourself alive, wow, Keep yourself alive
Oh, it'll take you all your time and money
To keep me satisfied

Do you think you're better ev'ry day ?
No, I just think I'm two steps nearer to my grave

Keep yourself alive, c'mon, Keep yourself alive
Mm, you take your time and take more money
Keep yourself alive
Keep yourself alive
C'mon keep yourself alive
All you people keep yourself alive
Keep yourself alive
C'mon c'mon keep yourself alive
It'll take you all your time and a money
To keep me satisfied
Keep yourself alive
Keep yourself alive
All you people keep yourself alive
Take you all your time and money honey
You will survive

Keep you satisfied
Keep you satisfied

 

[SocialButterSlip]

I don't know much about suicide, but I do know that if you were really suicidal, you'd be gone by now. The people who you have to worry about are the ones who don't say anything about suicide beforehand... the quiet ones.

I cant understand...

 

[Fairy001]

That is complete rubbish about the people that commit suicude are the quiet ones. At least 65% of people that complete suicide have attempted to beforehand. Nearly everyone who completes suicide talks about wanting to do it before they do.

If you don't believe me check out the mental health charity "MInd" website. I have known two people commit suicide, they BOTH had made attempts beforehand and spoke about it.

If anyone is seriuously considering ending their life, please seek help from your doctor. A suicidel mind is ill and CAN be treated.

Peace xxx

 

[Helyna]

ljwwriter: Hang in there... you can do it. Think of all the good things you know. There have to be some. Keep talking to people, on here or wherever. Good luck.

sabbath92003, that is a great song.

Fairy001, you're right in all of that.

 

[SocialButterSlip]

Hang on...

When I offer you survival,
You say it's hard enough to live,
It's not so bad, it's not so bad
How do you know that you're right?

I awoke on the roadside,
In the land of the free ride,
And I can't pull it any longer,
The sun is beating down my neck

So I ran with the devil
Left a trail of excuses,
Like a stone on the water,
The elements decide my fate,
Watch it go..."bling".

When I offer you survival,
You say it's hard enough to live,
Don't tell me that it's over,
Stand up
Poor and tired,
But more than this

How do you know that you're right?
If you're not nervous anymore,
It's not so bad, it's not so bad

I feel my vision slipping in and out of focus,
But I'm pushing on for that horizon,
I'm pushing on,
Now I've got the blowing wind against my face

So you sling rocks at the rip tide,
Am I wrong or am I right?
I hit the bottom with a "huh!"
?? Quite strange,
I get my glory in the desert rain,
Watch it go..."bling".

When I offer you survival,
You say it's hard enough to live,
And I'll tell you when it's over,
Shut up poor and tired,
But more than this

How do you know that you're right?
If you're not nervous anymore,
It's not so bad, it's not so bad...

Higher and higher,
We're gonna take it,
Down to the wire,
We're gonna make it,
Out of the fire,
Higher and higher. [x2]

Higher and higher,
We're gonna take it,
Down to the wire,
We're gonna make it out,
Whoa-oh-oh Higher and higher...

It ain't hard to hold,
When it shines like gold,
You'll remember me.