You see, I am a nursing student. we have our lecture days and we have our duty days. And every duty, each group (composed of 5 students) are assigned to different areas.
Another thing is, were having our school fair at our exact duty days
So what's the story?
I was assigned to have my duty in our school... yeah that's right... I am a nursing student and i am just one of the few selected students to be assigned to our fair "nursing" booth. I don't really care about my area of duty. It's just that I was the only one who was isolated to my duty group (the others were assigned in school with their group) and not even one of my close friends were assigned in school. So I thought at first, "hey! it's fine, atleast there are some classmates that were assigned in my area whom I'm familiar with. I could talk and accompany with them!"
Duty day:
At first it was all right. I found some company (3). We talked, ate together, roam around. And then the bad thing happened. at the middle of the day, My supposed to be company became suddenly busy because they have to finish their project (you see they are in the same duty group).... and my other classmates that I could atleast hang out with were either chatting intimately with there close friends(they are so close that i became totally outcast) or some have other things to do (which is still related to some homeworks that were given to their duty group)
So at first, i thought, it's still fine! it cannot be helped that they are busy.
so i ended up alone in a classroom... texting and reading a book. (our library was closed for the event)
I already felt pathetic in my situation but what really pissed me off was when our school building was closed!!! i mean, i have my peaceful moment in a classroom and then some school staff would tell me that students are forbidden to enter the building and were supposed to be in the school ground!!!
So what the heck am I supposed to do??? I ended up roaming alone, checking each booths... and then what??? sit?... i couldn't even sit because the fair ground was all crowded!!! I mean, our school isn't that big!!! I want to go home but I can't because although my assigned time in our booth was finished, I still have to stay in school for about 4 hours to complete my duty hours!!! That time I felt crazy, lonely and angry!!! angry at my stupid situation and my stupid schedule, even to my profs. who assigned me to this area, even to the school policy that duties are not cancelled even within the school fair!!!!
So i did the craziest thing..... I went home (a 1 hour and 30 minutes ride from school) relaxed a bit and ate for an hour then came back to school (another 1:30) for the attendance... then finally went home for good!!!
So yeah! I wasted my time and I wasted my money for this stupid day!!!
Another thing is, were having our school fair at our exact duty days
So what's the story?
I was assigned to have my duty in our school... yeah that's right... I am a nursing student and i am just one of the few selected students to be assigned to our fair "nursing" booth. I don't really care about my area of duty. It's just that I was the only one who was isolated to my duty group (the others were assigned in school with their group) and not even one of my close friends were assigned in school. So I thought at first, "hey! it's fine, atleast there are some classmates that were assigned in my area whom I'm familiar with. I could talk and accompany with them!"
Duty day:
At first it was all right. I found some company (3). We talked, ate together, roam around. And then the bad thing happened. at the middle of the day, My supposed to be company became suddenly busy because they have to finish their project (you see they are in the same duty group).... and my other classmates that I could atleast hang out with were either chatting intimately with there close friends(they are so close that i became totally outcast) or some have other things to do (which is still related to some homeworks that were given to their duty group)
So at first, i thought, it's still fine! it cannot be helped that they are busy.
so i ended up alone in a classroom... texting and reading a book. (our library was closed for the event)
I already felt pathetic in my situation but what really pissed me off was when our school building was closed!!! i mean, i have my peaceful moment in a classroom and then some school staff would tell me that students are forbidden to enter the building and were supposed to be in the school ground!!!
So what the heck am I supposed to do??? I ended up roaming alone, checking each booths... and then what??? sit?... i couldn't even sit because the fair ground was all crowded!!! I mean, our school isn't that big!!! I want to go home but I can't because although my assigned time in our booth was finished, I still have to stay in school for about 4 hours to complete my duty hours!!! That time I felt crazy, lonely and angry!!! angry at my stupid situation and my stupid schedule, even to my profs. who assigned me to this area, even to the school policy that duties are not cancelled even within the school fair!!!!
So i did the craziest thing..... I went home (a 1 hour and 30 minutes ride from school) relaxed a bit and ate for an hour then came back to school (another 1:30) for the attendance... then finally went home for good!!!
So yeah! I wasted my time and I wasted my money for this stupid day!!!
