I've felt the same way
I've felt the same way before! I hated myself during the time and felt there was no point in going on. But I still had enough of my wits to not commit suicide or come close to it but I was depressed. Even though that feeling lasted only about two weeks for me, I felt like it was a year. I found myself in the middle of second semester freshman year thinking thata school would never end. The worse part was that sometimes I did have emotion but that emotion was sadness. One day I popped. I was in lunch and one of my... buddies? said something and well I just started crying. (I had had a bad event caused by social phobia before I cryed) Uhh... at least it was lunch and I had a friend and my twin sister there. So my twin (she's also a social phobic) took out her cell phone (which was luckly very small) and called my mom (whoes the best mom EVER!) to pick me up. Yah well I was embarrassed but I regained my emotions and luckly made it through the year without another moment like that. But don't worry! You don't have to go through something like I did in order to get back your emotions! I've had those moments more than once and the other times I got to my usual self quicky. :wink: That was just a strange case. I believe it happened because of Mrs.Pizza's <- (fake name) world history class. Anyways that's another story right there. :roll: