Lilminx
Member
Hi, I'm Kirsty. I'm 18 and i've been thinkin i've had a form of SA for a while now. In certain situations i'm fine. Were i'm not f9 is speaking infront of others any sort of presentation or spking in front of a class. I used 2 miss classes at college incase i was asked a question. It causes me 2 tremble, sweat, go red and have palpitations even when my teacher is going round the class and i'm anticipating being asked a question.
Since teachers have realised, due to my low attendance they have stopped asking me questions, which made college easier, and suggested i had counselling. I've had about 16 sessions but i think it's making me worse as now i'm analising things more, and i already have difficulties thinkin people are judging me etc.
The other thing is my mum will not accept theres anything wrong, she says it's all in my mind, SA is just made up, and there was nothing like that in her day?!?
So i don't really now what 2 do now. Do i see a docter? Plus, will docters be able to help. I'm worried 2 go now because of my mums reaction.
Since teachers have realised, due to my low attendance they have stopped asking me questions, which made college easier, and suggested i had counselling. I've had about 16 sessions but i think it's making me worse as now i'm analising things more, and i already have difficulties thinkin people are judging me etc.
The other thing is my mum will not accept theres anything wrong, she says it's all in my mind, SA is just made up, and there was nothing like that in her day?!?
So i don't really now what 2 do now. Do i see a docter? Plus, will docters be able to help. I'm worried 2 go now because of my mums reaction.