Whats up People. My name is Jeff and I'm 29 years old, live in PA, and I have SP and Love Shyness just about my whole life. These conditions have pretty much ruined my life. I have no friends, never had a GF, am super depressed about it and turned to drugs and pretty much want to die. Other than that I'm pretty normal, Love to skateboard, ride bikes, love cars and ect..But this anxiety crap is killing me like for real. Its like I know whats wrong with me and I want to be normal and go out with girls, have friends, and have fun but something I cant explain just stops me, plus I never developed the social skillz to do these things anyways, its fricken crazy. Like I'm at rock bottom just about now and dont know what to do. But anywayz thats a little about me, If I went into detail this would be a fricking book. So that was my first post of many. I'm out Holler.
NEw to this site and a little about myself
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Yea,think if i were to explain all it would turn into a book also lol.You live in PA?
I live in the UK in Nottingham.My music taste is industrial metal ect.I love chunky shoes n boots,occasionally dread extensions,love brightly colored hair piercings and tats,supernatural stuff,reading lots of books and creating things.I try to stay as positive as i can possibly be and kick S.A's ass because quite frankly ive had enough.
Hi Jeff, reading your message it could easily be me writing all that, except I can't skateboard to safe my life 
lol oh & I never turned to drugs, they don't do you any good mate. I myself never had a gf til I was way past 29, am 36 now & have been single just about my whole adult life, aint given up yet though on finding the one for me.
Well anyway look at it this way, if you've hit rock bottom now then there's only one way to go from there, & that's up
lol oh & I never turned to drugs, they don't do you any good mate. I myself never had a gf til I was way past 29, am 36 now & have been single just about my whole adult life, aint given up yet though on finding the one for me.Well anyway look at it this way, if you've hit rock bottom now then there's only one way to go from there, & that's up