need to get this off my chest

have to get this off my chest and i dont replys or people askin me what it means i just wanna say


1. i did'nt do anything, i was pressured into saying i did ::(:

2. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. You were my world but you broke my heart, but i still love you i told you i always would.


That 1st thing i kept that inside me for 13 years, it was eating away at me i had to tell someone :(

The 2nd was to do with a girl who told me she loved me but she did'nt and was seeing someone else. That hurt alot because i did think she really loved me, it hurt my heart when i thought about how she told me she loved me and it made it feel weak :( what hurt the most was i let down the walls that i spent years building up around me to protect myself. I let her in and get close to me told her lots of things i never told anyone or talked about before but she ened up doing that after i trusted her. Now them walls are up again higher and stronger then before the armour is back on thicker then before it will be along time again before i trust somebody :(
 

AGR

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oh man,sorry about that,I know how you feel,lots of girls like doing that,to lead guys on,then go with the jackass and its a never ending circle,she wasnt worth your time anyway,you deserve better.
 

Quiet Angel

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I'm really sorry to hear about this. Do you both still communicate with each other? If so, perhaps you both can have light conversations & the connection wouldn't have to end on a bad note. Or perhaps some space may be necessary? Rejection hurts...when you experience so much happiness & then suddenly becomes diminished... I've had a similar predicament. Hopefully you have people in your life you can talk to about this, because when people provide support, it can make an incredible difference. It certainly takes time to recover, but just know that the first day is the most challenging and it gets a bit easier as time moves on. I really hope you feel better.
 
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I am sorry :(

I wish I could let someone in, but I am afraid my heart will be broken just as yours has.

"This foolishness can leave a heart black an blue...Only love, only love can leave such a mark. But only love, only love can heal such a scar." -U2

You'll one day find a woman who appreciates and really loves you.
 
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