Nikoli
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I started dealing with OCD when I became 10 years old and moved for the first time to another state, in not so great living conditions. I began to have urges to avoid cracks or turn only the left faucter handle on because it would symoblize my father and I who are left handed and if I did not do this I would be conviced my father would die. Slowly it grew with each new fear, until this day where I am fully consumed.
The thought however that continually attacks me and impairs my judgement is what if I merely have a deeper connection with my brain and a global consciousness (http://www.redorbit.com/news/display/?id=126649) of some sort. Perhaps we have a more developed brain, giving us some sort of telepathy. This continually haunts me and constantly prevents me from taking the steps forward in healing. I have never actually had a confirmation of my OCD but the great amount of evidence that presents itself to me shows a clear relationship with the disease. Can anybody give me their feedback on my thoughts, or just tell me I'm being crazy so I can shut my head up
The thing that keeps me up the most at night is sometimes my feelings and compultions are correct.
Thank ya.
The thought however that continually attacks me and impairs my judgement is what if I merely have a deeper connection with my brain and a global consciousness (http://www.redorbit.com/news/display/?id=126649) of some sort. Perhaps we have a more developed brain, giving us some sort of telepathy. This continually haunts me and constantly prevents me from taking the steps forward in healing. I have never actually had a confirmation of my OCD but the great amount of evidence that presents itself to me shows a clear relationship with the disease. Can anybody give me their feedback on my thoughts, or just tell me I'm being crazy so I can shut my head up
The thing that keeps me up the most at night is sometimes my feelings and compultions are correct.
Thank ya.