i've had mild to major depression all my life but after my relationship broke down...it has become very severe. i have reached the lowest i have ever been and my emotions are simply too much for even me to take.
Now i have to get a new job and it just terrifies me to change my daily routine. Getting a new job would mean going to a new place and what if i bump into her or something? just the thought breaks me down. but i know i have to get a new job...have i become paranoid or am i depressed? help me....its really unfortunate that i've reached such a state in life but here i am. Even dreaming of her gives me the shock of my life..god knows what will happen if i see her.
Now i have to get a new job and it just terrifies me to change my daily routine. Getting a new job would mean going to a new place and what if i bump into her or something? just the thought breaks me down. but i know i have to get a new job...have i become paranoid or am i depressed? help me....its really unfortunate that i've reached such a state in life but here i am. Even dreaming of her gives me the shock of my life..god knows what will happen if i see her.
