jazy
Active member
I've been shy for as long as I can remember. But I never thought that I would have social anxiety. It's had a huge effect on my life, and now everything in my life is bad. I lost my job because of it. I lost my friends because of it. And I feel like what's the point? Why should I care anymore. I will always be labeled as a loser, a loner, and a nobody. I'm nothing. I wish I could end it all so I wouldn't have to live with this disorder worrying about what other people think of me. Are they laughing at me? Having these thoughts and feeling nervious and feeling sick all the time. I give up. 
