Tab
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Last night (Sunday) my chest felt really tight and it was difficult to breath. I thought for a few seconds I might die. It came out of no where, but since Saturday night I think I had some form of panic attack. I'd rather not explain it, and then the next day at work didn't help at all, and I'd really not like to talk about that either.
Anyway, after work my entire family was at my grandma's house, which we usually all are on a Sunday night but I chose not to go. I went home had a shower and went to go get some food. I actually for the first time in a long time felt fine with being alone and by myself while driving. I was actually happy for a few hours, I excepted I was happy on my own without needing someone with me. I don't know I can't really describe it all I know is I felt genuinely happy. Around 10 that's when I got it and had it since about maybe 2pm today (Monday) when it suddenly went away.
I've had this feeling a couple of times before and its lasted anywhere from a few days to a week. I want to know if it's anxiety or something else. Doe's anyone else get this? This is why I try and suppress being happy because when ever I am happy something bad results from it. :x
Anyway, after work my entire family was at my grandma's house, which we usually all are on a Sunday night but I chose not to go. I went home had a shower and went to go get some food. I actually for the first time in a long time felt fine with being alone and by myself while driving. I was actually happy for a few hours, I excepted I was happy on my own without needing someone with me. I don't know I can't really describe it all I know is I felt genuinely happy. Around 10 that's when I got it and had it since about maybe 2pm today (Monday) when it suddenly went away.
I've had this feeling a couple of times before and its lasted anywhere from a few days to a week. I want to know if it's anxiety or something else. Doe's anyone else get this? This is why I try and suppress being happy because when ever I am happy something bad results from it. :x