powergoku1221
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" Hi everyone. I've been experiencing severe headaches, trembling, paranoia around people, and a desire to lock myself up in an isolated room far away from civilization. Everyday at school, I experience these symptoms, ranging from moderate to "I'm gonna die" terrible. I am in Special Ed all day, but it's not really helping me. I may be getting acceptable grades, but is it worth the cost of my daily suffering? Ler me elaborate on what I have to deal with:
My classmates range from "only slightly annoying" to "Get out of my life" Psychotic. Here is the main culprit:
Jesmon- Male 17-year-old boy. He is the tyrant of the class. Constant roaming and clear disobedience of the teachers. Always pushing others buttons. Very loud, and noise= a not-so-happy me. What did I do to deserve this?
Him, combined with the other loud mouth, Michaiah, give way to my constant suffering. Not only this, but they are going to try and get me out to other classes next semester. I haven't raised my hand since I started this school, in the small special ed room. What am I supposed to do in those big rooms, with the bigger kids who probably smell my fear. I can't do this for much longer before I am a nervous wreck.
What I want to know is what can I do about this? I'm sure my grades will diminish as soon as they make my transition to regular ed classes, and the rest of my sanity is ripped to shreds. Help? Sympathy? Anything is appreciated!
My classmates range from "only slightly annoying" to "Get out of my life" Psychotic. Here is the main culprit:
Jesmon- Male 17-year-old boy. He is the tyrant of the class. Constant roaming and clear disobedience of the teachers. Always pushing others buttons. Very loud, and noise= a not-so-happy me. What did I do to deserve this?
Him, combined with the other loud mouth, Michaiah, give way to my constant suffering. Not only this, but they are going to try and get me out to other classes next semester. I haven't raised my hand since I started this school, in the small special ed room. What am I supposed to do in those big rooms, with the bigger kids who probably smell my fear. I can't do this for much longer before I am a nervous wreck.
What I want to know is what can I do about this? I'm sure my grades will diminish as soon as they make my transition to regular ed classes, and the rest of my sanity is ripped to shreds. Help? Sympathy? Anything is appreciated!
