insanity...

[no1]

Why is being 'anti-social' so wrong? It's not that I'm completely anti-social. I just don't trust anyone, and for a damn good reason. You see, this world seems to be totally f*cked up beyond repair, and so do most people in this world. Everyone is so corrupt. Every institution, every government, every system, everything over here is f*cked up.

There are no cures for things like "social phobia" by taking some dumb pill like paxil or something. Every single medicine propogated by the pharmacy of western allopathic medicine is absolute poison. Every single one has the potential to completely mess the body up. It's like.. the people who make these pills make them so that slowly but surely the pill will mess you up so we can get sick and then buy some other damn pill for it that still doesn't treat it properly and also messes up some other organ in the body. ad infinitum.

Can you believe that many anti-psychotics, if not most, are not even known exactly what they do? I swear I believe there are people complacent in their dangerous effects. Whoever invented these pills must have known their danger, and also the people who distribute them, or advertise. Maybe they don't even know but for sure someone "up there" knows.

Our science is missing quit a lot as well. It's not that science is not progressing, it's that there are people that don't want science to progress, for their own benefit of course.

Education is ruled by the government, and the industry. The damn parasites on the top of the pyramid don't give a damn about our feelings until they begin to affect them, so they try to dumb us down.

I believe we are on the brink. Or at least I am. The brink of something. Who knows, maybe just stupidity. Damn right this world is stupid and insane.

I am labelled schizo something. Schizo this, schizo that. Stupid, idiotic, etc. There seems to be no medicine in the western allopathic institution that can really TRULY treat it, and favorably. Hell perhaps not even in this whole damn world, because I sure as hell haven't found anything. There's no love in this world. Everyone's the same. We are all brothers and sisters, but nobody gives a damn about a schizo faggot like me, right?

 

[Helyna]

You're not antisocial (I really hope not, anyway) or schizophrenic, and anyone who says you are needs education. (Look up antisocial personality disorder if you don't know what it is.)

Yeah, I know... I feel the same about people not caring. I don't like to talk about it because it makes me really mad. So I'll stop here.

 

[no1]

You're not antisocial (I really hope not, anyway) or schizophrenic, and anyone who says you are needs education. (Look up antisocial personality disorder if you don't know what it is.)

Yeah, I know... I feel the same about people not caring. I don't like to talk about it because it makes me really mad. So I'll stop here.

I am kind of a nihilist. Not really antisocial. And I'm not even exclusively nihilist either, I just don't like stupidity, or being in a corrupt society. If it was a better society I would love it, and I would have no reason for being "avoidant".

At the same time this perspective is rather limiting. Cuz what if some truly good person shows up in my life? the only thing that can kind of stop us from getting to know each other is my own social anxiety or his/her own social anxiety. Though it seems like everyone just doesn't want to talk to me. Even if I tried, I would most likely run out of things to say, and the other person as well.It would utterly fail and out of conformity we are both forced to just leave each other alone, for fear of doing something out of the ordinary.Simply because it really does seem like if we do so, someone, SOMEONE will say something, and others will follow.

 

[NormanBates]

From what I've read, the man who came up with "Asperger's syndrome" did so only because he noticed that some kids did not care to play with the other kids. Maybe because they didn't trust the others?

And maybe the selfish scientists don't wish to cure these people because maybe not enough people see "distrusting people" as something worthy of needing a cure.

Everyone has different tolerances. Even for people. And if you have low tolerance for people, you should naturally avoid them. Cuz you know they'll make you sick.

Being made fun of is just another sucky fact of life. Whether you came into this life being fat, skinny, gay or whatever.

 

[Weirdo]

no1, it seems like we have same opinions on this world full of shit. Everything you said, I feel the same way. Oh and if i remember correctly, in some personality test I had a high % of schizotypal and/or schizoid personalities(they call it disorders, how rude!) so there's a chance you have that too :wink:

 

[Agitprop]

Whether you consider our society to be wrong, corrupt, on the brink, etc. is irrelevant. People like us will naturally be pissed off and see society as corrupt and bad because we are not able to fit into it properly. I used to feel this way until I realized that there is no point in being angry, and that by getting upset I am only hurting myself. Society isn't right or wrong, it just is. You have to either change yourself to become part of it (if you want to belong) or accept yourself as different from it and live with that, instead of getting upset.