I'm tired of crying

[lonely_world]

My god, how long will I have to deal with all this bull and all of these a**holes ? I was almost going to commit myself to a psych ward today, because no one seems to want to help me, and the only one that does want to, can't because there's nothing she can do either. I really feel like never leaving the house again, because it seems like every time I do, something happens that pisses me off. I don't go and ask for trouble, i'm no angel, but i'm still not a bad person. I feel awful now, a deep very sad depression and all I want to do is sleep and eat, that's all I have been doing. I'm actually sitting here now with a big bag of potato chips and candy bars. :roll:

 

[Carol]

I know how you feel about not wanting to leave the house! When I go out I tend to focus on anything negative that happens and then analyze it for the rest of the day and feel bad about myself. I'm trying to convince myself to focus on the good things that happen when I go out, and forget the bad. Easier said than done.

 

[Fairy001]

Lonely, I am really sorry you are feeling so bad. My advice, for what it is worth;-

Don't commit yourself to hospital, everything will be the same when you get out.

This horrible depression will pass and you ARE in control.

If eating and sleeping is what you need right now, then go ahead and indulge.

I hope tomorrow brings a brighter day for you, you are not alone.

Peace xxx