Hi I came to this site after browsing online looking for some way to find help. The govt doesnt seem to be interested and I'm tired of being on medication which only makes me feel distant and lethargic.
At this point in time I havent left the house in months, I never take my kids out, dont walk my dogs in secluded area's anymore because I dont have a car, I dont attend appointments and today I broke down because I needed a spanner and I dont have one. I was so upset at the idea of having to leave the house I completely broke down.
I never visit family, dont have a social life and find it extremely difficult to forge any kind of relationship with other people.
I'm tired of living like this now and I need to find help.
The social work department doesnt seem to be interested, the doctor sends me to the psychiatrist who then puts up my medication. I stopped taking it because I was sick of feeling like a zombie. I want to get better, not coat the problem over with drugs. I want to find out how I can lead a normal life again. It's been so long that I cant remember what its like.
I'm a single mother of 2 children, 8yo son and 12yo daughter. I have panic attacks thinking that they will get ill and have to go to the dr or hospital.
I love them so much and I'm sickened at how frightened I am of going out of the house now.
Can anyone help me or point me in the right direction to find help?
At this point in time I havent left the house in months, I never take my kids out, dont walk my dogs in secluded area's anymore because I dont have a car, I dont attend appointments and today I broke down because I needed a spanner and I dont have one. I was so upset at the idea of having to leave the house I completely broke down.
I never visit family, dont have a social life and find it extremely difficult to forge any kind of relationship with other people.
I'm tired of living like this now and I need to find help.
The social work department doesnt seem to be interested, the doctor sends me to the psychiatrist who then puts up my medication. I stopped taking it because I was sick of feeling like a zombie. I want to get better, not coat the problem over with drugs. I want to find out how I can lead a normal life again. It's been so long that I cant remember what its like.
I'm a single mother of 2 children, 8yo son and 12yo daughter. I have panic attacks thinking that they will get ill and have to go to the dr or hospital.
I love them so much and I'm sickened at how frightened I am of going out of the house now.
Can anyone help me or point me in the right direction to find help?
