greengables
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Ever since going thru chemo for lymphoma i have slowly become a recluse in my home...
now that i am fully recovered, i realise that i have an INTENSE fear of having people over to my house. I guess the fear stemmed from people over-staying their welcome when i was severely tired / sick,... this also happened after I had my 2 babies soon after....
it's like i can't handle people - and it has developed into a fear of people coming over
i also have a LOT of negative thoughts about myself and that when people come over to my house they are thinking bad things about me - like my house is messy (which i know it really isn't) or my cooking is crap (which isnt really important!)
i'm jsut so glad to have discovered that what i suffer from actually has a NAME. Now i am going to look into some HELP and CURES. any advice anyone???
lov me
xoxox :lol:
now that i am fully recovered, i realise that i have an INTENSE fear of having people over to my house. I guess the fear stemmed from people over-staying their welcome when i was severely tired / sick,... this also happened after I had my 2 babies soon after....
it's like i can't handle people - and it has developed into a fear of people coming over
i also have a LOT of negative thoughts about myself and that when people come over to my house they are thinking bad things about me - like my house is messy (which i know it really isn't) or my cooking is crap (which isnt really important!)
i'm jsut so glad to have discovered that what i suffer from actually has a NAME. Now i am going to look into some HELP and CURES. any advice anyone???
lov me
xoxox :lol:
