I find myself getting in bouts of feeling like that... particularly before going into a panic attack. Part of me knows that I feel that way at those times because it gives me justification to not take responsibility for my short-comings. There are a lot of things that I really don't like about society and human nature, but I think I get myself too worked up sometimes over things I can't change. The thing is, there are some really great people and things in the world that still make life worth living. I suppose it comes down to the whole yin-yang theory... For good people and things to exist in the world, there has to be equally bad things and people. It is all about balance. It sucks at times, but if really terrible things never happened, we wouldn't be able to tell what was truely good and beautiful in comparison. That is the way I see it...
